:: Bigjoe's World (Not Elmo's) ::

:: Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ::

Sometimes i go into the bronx by my god mother on a sunday or monday evening to get some grub and chill out for a bit. So i leave around 9.30 or 10 at nights so that i wouldn't have to walk the 8 short blocks to the train station with the road being desolate. So last night as i was 1 1/2 blocks away from the station i saw this guy walking in the opposite direction to me and crossing the road towards my side. So i continued walking but for some reason i felt as if someone was watching me, so i looked to my right and saw that the fella was half way across the road and was looking at me. So i keep walking and was now 1 block away from the station. So like always when i walk the streets of ny, i looked around and then looked behind me. That's when i saw the fella walking down the road, away from me, and then he looked back at me at that moment and then he turned around and started walking towards my direction. So i found it weird that he did that since he was walking in the opposite direction all the time. So the road opens into a Y junction, so i took the left side and looked back again. The fella had quickened his pace and he look like he was trying to catch my it seems. So me now, anticipating that he was coming for me, kept walking casually and made sure i kept an eye looking over my right shoulder. When i got by the station i looked around again and saw him like half a block from me and then he crossed back to the other side of the road, where he was when i saw him in the very beginning. Fucking cons. Can't trust anybody bout hey boy. I don't know for sure if he was really coming to me or not but i don't ever take chances in this place. Always have my keen eye on. Even when i have on headphones i'm always aware of my surroundings. Just need a gun now incase somebody try to rush me. "Brace yo self fool!" Trying to work on my american gangsta slang.lol right!

Abc television was going to show a bird flu short pic tonight so today at school i heard one of the girls, that hangs out in the c'bean group of ppl, say that she has to watch it tonight cause she didn't know bird flu was real. I nearly asked her if she just that fucking duncy cause i could not believe what i was hearing. Only conclusion i could come to is that if she didn't know of bird flu then millions of americans really don't know what it is either. Girl said she never heard of bird flu before. I was so frigging stunned that it aint even funny. I was apalled even. I wanted to smack her. Once something don't affect the U.S. it shows that alot of americans definitely don't care what is going on outside of it. My eyes opened up somewhat i guess cause i feel it is i who living in the bubble cause i'd swear that in a country so bombarded with media; seeing bird flu on the news nearly every week,seeing it in the paper constantly, that it was inevitable to run into bird flu sometime or the other. Good thing they made that short movie cause at least someone who didn't know before would surely know now. Gosh damn. Duncy secluded, bubbled bitches. Stupse.

Exams coming up and this old boy starting to feel the pressure from last assignments, final project and revision. So it is off to do the work now. Not too much in a good mood right now though, got alot of shit running through my mind with school and track. guess i'm just tired of the semester now.

Keep on trucking hads.

:: Bigjoe @ 7:10 PM :: | ::
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