:: Bigjoe's World (Not Elmo's) ::

:: Friday, October 15, 2004 ::

Depression. That's what i can call the way i'm feeling right now. I'm not really depressed per say. Just mentally fatigued. My eyes and head have been killing me for the last 2-3 days and i haven't slept much most nights this week all because of the whip of work. Sigh. I've been trying to keep up with present work and study for 2 exams on the same day for the entire week and you know what. I passed 1 and nearly died from "excitement" in the other.Sthupse. Man i was so nervous that i practically forget nearly everything, and by the time i start to settle in i had to try and work out shit quickly and we all know trying to race the clock is never a good thing when mathematical equations are involved. Oh how i hate you. Anyways on to better pastures.

I'm living with a real "Kelso". My room mate Heith is the closest real person i have ever witnessed to behave like "Kelso" from that 70's Show but with the exception that he has some brain. Otherwise, the man acts so stttoooooopid and has me cracking up when the days come. Seems he also likes alcohol cause whatever big glass,mug or even a bottle he sees he would be like, "Yo maaann, that would make a mean ass Rum n' Coke dude." Followed by a large grin. BBBuuhhhhhccaawww..aHAhaAha. You see them all when you're in a place this diverse.

Oh yea...i missing my hot weather tho. All this dreary, dark, getting colder by the week weather is so "suicidal" like. No, don't worry i don't feel suicidal..lol, but i can see how some1 who is got some help from the weather tho.lol. I need to see some porn. I haven't seen a naked ass in a month and a half (very embarrassed emoticon here).At least with tv i'll see some.(eye roll). I gone boh cause i can sense my self making less sense as each sentence goes by.

:: Bigjoe @ 10:50 AM :: | ::
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