:: Bigjoe's World (Not Elmo's) ::

:: Saturday, January 03, 2004 ::

It's 2004 and I hadn't blogged since November...shame on me. Yes I know. Anyhow I was asked to update my blog since apparently it is viewed by alot more ppl than I thought..this mean I gotta clean up my act since I don't want every1 knowing how sad I am..
So I went to the Zanz lime 2night and had a cool time ...met like 2 other ppl but really and truly it was the old posse. i didn't mind that atall since I don't really check for new ppl around me anyways, yes i unmannerly as c...! Only when i don't know yuh at first tho! :D..So for the malicious ppl pun base i would fill u all in on how my life going..call this the lil review time.

I aint get my visa to go to university so i trying again..don't ask muh no more cause i'm very very tired of having ppl asking me about it.

Work is still going good..enjoy doing it actually but I'm starting to reach the stage where I would like a lil bit more money...maybe that lil piece of back pay will make me smile.

Personally wise i've been through hell and back..I've had troubles with myself, family, gf and myself again..just call me struggle bunny :S point is I am living up to now so I made it pretty far still..If I died 2morrow I hope somebody would remember something good and even the bad about me( at least they remembered me even if it is bad)..I didn't even want to celebrate Christmas this year since I was TOTALLY out of it..but somehow I did in the end and it wasn't too bad I must say.
On another note recently things have been quite nice and it seemed I started the year quite well, but it has already gone sour because of right now it aint going good. Funny thing is I don't care at this time anymore either, I guess I'm too fed up and tired to be bothered..plus I just feel too cruel to want to be anyway else..As the blog says, Bruce Banner Syndrome...once it comes out it just doesn't wanna go back in; and i love it!

:: Bigjoe @ 9:49 PM :: | ::
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