:: Bigjoe's World (Not Elmo's) ::

:: Tuesday, February 11, 2003 ::

I feeling tired 2night so i won't be long..(i figure i should write from work sometimes when i have the time since by the time i use the pc at night i'm ready to nod and hit my head on the monitor :s.)
Anyways 2day was a aight day...wuk wuk and more wuk...get annoyed by sean as usual..sigh.. man wanna know if he ugly..wtf..lol
on to better things..i fix my bitch yesterday evening..i feel like a brand new bird..to know that i actually fixed my ride..wuh wwwaaahhh. Gimme props pl. :). I checked it 2night and it isn't 100% cured but frig that i wanna go to the gym 2morrow so i gotta drive. As long as she doesn't shame me i'm as good as gold. I gotta remember to send out my application b4 it is too late too...gotta try and leave that underpaid crummy place.
Valentines day is friday and i'm not doing 1 shit..honestly i don't really like that day at all anymore, especially since i seeing and hearing all over the place bout buy this or buy that for your valentine. Just another way to get the black man money..well not this nigga 1. fi real real :)..u know u going to always get treat good to Soph, so don't fret. :D fo sure. Well i will finish my gossiping lata cause i going to bed now. So i will bmost likely try and blog 2morrow from work or something..

Is it me or am i the only frigging person with mosquitos in his house at night?...stupseee..things got me nervous dread..lol
lataz

:: Bigjoe @ 6:57 PM :: | ::
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2day was an uneventful day for yours truly. Weekend was disappointing yet fulfilling( is that possible?). Saturday started off pretty well..got up feeling like a brand new bird..because of friday night :D..hehe..keep wondering why firday night was so good..aahhhh...life can be so adventurous and fun sometimes. Anyways i reason i going scutineering now and low and behold my fucking car just adopts some electrical problem, sigh..this is where everything turns tragic. I got to the gym..looked at the new and not so new cars in awe and then said i would go home; but alas my ride doesn't wanna start at will cause she has adopted the same said electrical problem..finally got her to start and went straight home without stopping( can't stop and make myself shame yuh know..lol). SAy i going to fix this shit but i just can't figure out what's wrong with it and end up having to cancel going in yard and getting on like a slut in a dirty dancing bar (i have no shame..hehe). So the misses saves the day by picking me up and we go by her and relax untill it's time for me to be dropped home once again.
1 thing i must say..i will NEVER buy an automatic..things just don't agree with me..blahhh. manual until my left foot gets too weak to push in my triple plated racing clutch(boeeekkk..the car men know what i talking bout.lol).
2day now i went to church and missed the first rally of the year because of the damn car :(..oh well it isn't the end of the world i guess. I just relaxed for the rest of the day and filled my guts. Writing this all now i tired and ready to go into my bed cause i got stinking Sagicor to go into 2morrow..more sighs. I'm just getting fustrated with my life at this present..everything seems to be a battle to survive. work, ppl, car, family..u name it..as long as it is around me i'm just fighting with it..how can i keep my head above the water when i can't swim?? tough question but it seems i'm slowly taking in water and don't know how to stay afloat..but fuck it..i aint going down like no punk..boek...tight words from Sticky Fingaz from Onyx (the man is just hhhhaarrrrrddd). anyways check u later cause i'm pretty much beat and i got some dreaming/thinking to do..i just gotta work out how i'll get my old girl working properly again and how i'm going to get rid of these fustrations..
Anyways, M0zZyMan from Rema & Junlge out. :)

Oh yea...if Sean reading this don't tell me nuh cunt at work...if u do i telling u from early Suck yuh Mudda Rasshole..:) thank you

:: Bigjoe @ 7:13 PM :: | ::
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